Brag

 I still can't face my failure. I was confident that my team won, and tell everyone that we are going to get the first price. I was confident that putting in a lot of effort would be worth it. As soon as we were over the presentation time, I thought if I didn't get the first prize, it would be second or third. But we got nothing.

 I wish I could rewrite the star. I wish I could put in a little effort, because I tried my best so I have nothing to put in.

 Yesterday, I cried a lot. No one know how disappoint am I. I comforted my team that we can survive it, but I can't. As a leader, I have to apologize to everyone because I've put too much expectations on the team. I was harsh at times and forces you to work too hard.

 After all, I gained a lot of experience after the competition, and managed to connect with an old friend I've study with. I will try to forget it all and start over after this shock. Maybe, I start to lose my confident now.

 I promise this is the last day I be sad, because my dream is still unfulfilled. There's so much more for me to try to continue beyond this competition.