Can I change anything?

 As I grow older, I find everything my parents say is true. Looking at myself a year ago, I was so immature. I used to think my parents controlled me too much. I argue with my parents because they force me to study. When the exam was near, I wanted to hang out with my friends, but my parents wouldn't let me go. I used to be angry. They wanted me to study abroad, but at that time, I didn't want to. It is just because I don't want to follow what my parents say.

 The climax was when I dropped out of the Hanoi College of Art despite my parents' advice. Although everything my parents said was correct, I didn't listen to them. I was doing the opposite of what my parents wanted. At that time, I thought it was cool. I even told my friends about it. Now, I realize that I have wasted 5 years of my life learning to play the piano professionally and have no decent degree to prove it, while my friends have all started to settle down and have part-time jobs.

 I regret it now. I studied for 5 years at the Hanoi College of Art and could not get a diploma. If I get the diploma, everything will change now; I will find it easier to get a job and not struggle. The only thing that can be changed is that I am currently studying abroad. Because I did not listen to my parents, I now pay the tuition and live frugally. Luckily, I realized things early. However, I didn't know what to do now. Maybe the mid-teen crisis is real and only happens to bad kids. 

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