Zombies human

 I plan to learn physics and solve programming problems this weekend. But I all played Plant and Zombies. I don’t know why.

 It started when I surfed Youtube and found a fucking pvz video. It is the mod version of Pvz (Fusion mode by China Wizard). Basically, it has new plants, and the gameplay is the same. However, it is more difficult and requires more brain power. This excites me.

 My brain said that I had to learn Physics and programming because of the upcoming test. But my heart said to play it. I listen to my heart. I play Pvz for three days. Last night, I didn’t sleep, play Pvz from 8pm to 5am the next day. My eyes were really sore, so I went out for a walk. I missed my EyeCare software, but it was annoying when I played games so I turned it off. Yes, it was the first time I was outside my dorm, in the campus at 3am. But after return, I tried open youtube to find the physics video, but I clicked on a Pvz video. My heart controlled me. It force me continued playing until 5am.

 If I were at home, my mom would make me go to bed, but here no one is watching me. I don’t know why I do that, but I know I have to learn to control my heart. I hate myself.

 No more time left, I use chatGPT to solve all the programming homework. I feel bad about it. I don't understand the questions but still get it all right. The test will take the content from the homework. I will have to redo it myself. This is just a temporary solution to submit the homework on time.

 As for physics, I submitted blank paper in the midterm exam. I only have one last chane in the final exam. I’m trying to learn fucking physics now. One of the reasons I have a computer science exam next week, but I'm still studying physics. I’m still trying to beat my heart. It is true that winning your heart is difficult, no wonder so many people fall into lust.

 There was a short period of time yesterday, in the afternoon. My friend invited me to the library to study, and I completed my math homeowork there. Thank you for helping me exit PVZ for a short time.

 People said college students are not a bunch of useless parasites, they are people who are honing themselves waiting for the day they can contribute to society. However, they won’t know there is a college student contribute to Pvz. At least, he contributed to capitalist EA. Maybe contribute a small amount to consumption to contribute to economic growth?

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